When I graduated from college, I was agnostic on the question of God and religion, and 100% certain about everything else.
This was especially so about politics and economics. “Social science” clearly bore the only real truths. So I knew that only a selfish, evil, or stupid person could fail to see these plain truths. I knew that humanity was a malleable object which we, the clever enlightened ones, could mold, shape, and adapt to our higher purpose. Our purpose was whatever we decided it to be, so I felt no need to search for any purpose higher than my own preference.
And so, I set about building a better world – that is, one more suitable to my tastes and more likely to place a high value on someone like, say, me.
A lot has happened since then, and I have observed and thought about some of it. I am now a believer in religion and a near-believer in God (more – much, much more – on this later). So it is no surprise that I have grown agnostic on all politics, economics, and virtually everything else I was once so certain about. (Indeed, I find that “social science” may be the least scientific thing ever thought up. More later.)
In political debates, I see few issues on which I can whole-heartedly take sides. I see few politicians on whom I would comfortably confer even a small amount of power.
But I know with absolute certainty that men will always make themselves miserable in the absence of a legitimate and consistent system of morality.
What else do I know?
I know that men are driven to make themselves the center of as much of the world as possible. The will to power, egotism, libido dominandi, call it what you will. It makes men selfish, uncaring, and aggressive. This drive can be described in evolutionary terms as easily as in religious ones (All the great apes display conduct that is chillingly familiar in these terms.)
I know the institutions of our civilizations are all constructed to restrict these urges and to channel them toward positive results. Family, religion, government, society of peers, all reward good behaviors, punish bad ones, and attempt to channel energies away from destruction.
I may know a few other things too. But I don’t yet know the big thing, the thing I really want to know. I’m still searching. And I’m getting too old to be too casual about the search.